Wow! Has it really been so long since I posted in this blog. Well world, a lot has happened since we last spoke. I have a job! I know It is hard to take in, I can scarcely believe it myself. I am a contributing member of society. That whole Tony Robbins thing really made me grow. I got to give the guy his due. His stuff is the real deal.
So I travel a lot with my job. We build storage facilities in a very special way for a special group of people. (shhhh I’m not suppose to tell) It is a good job and I enjoy it and the travel. Right now we are in Ohio which is cool, it isn’t Texas but it’s ok by me.
I have really gotten into my personal growth recently. Yoga, meditation, visualization, I’m guess I’m turning into a regular new ager. Lol. One thing I have been doing for myself is getting massages. It is hard for me to believe I never tried them before. They feel so good. My job can be pretty physical so the massages really do help with healing and regeneration. This week I tweeked my neck out and I called this mobile massage therapist. She is very, very good. 5 stars for sure, my neck felt great afterwards. If you are ever in southwest Ohio and need a mobile massage she is most assuredly the gal to call. Here is her Link www.corinasmobilemassage.com.
So this meditation thing is kind of taking on a life of its own. I do it every day and man is it making a difference. When I first started I just tried to focus on counting my breaths up to twenty and starting over, no other thoughts. The first thing I noticed was how my thought just seem to drop out of nowhere, mostly unconnected random thoughts. The second thing was that I really couldn’t control them, they would just come out of nowhere and take over my brain. Invariably, I would find myself counting up to 25 or 30 every cycle. This, of course caused me to become annoyed with myself for not doing what I was trying to do.
The humor of the situation did not escape me. A man sitting all alone in the middle of the room becoming angry with himself for not thinking about what he wanted. Hilarious!
But I stuck with it, and I learned. I learned to control my monkey mind and I learned that I cannot control the thoughts that I have; I can only control the energy and time I give them. I am still a novice but I feel like I have grown from this exercise. I will continue with it.